Dialogue 7

2 + 1: I don’t remember how it happened.
3: Don’t ask me. I just remember I didn’t exist.
2 + 1: If you didn’t exist then how do you remember?
3: It’s like this: You know when you are not awake but you are not asleep and you try to get out of bed but you can’t move?
It’s like this: you know it, but you can’t move. And because I am arms and legs, then, I remember, but I didn’t exist.
2 + 1: I see…
2: I remember a bit… I guess I had to kill you (referring to 3) so that you (referring to 1 and 3) would listen to me.
2: I am sorry.
3: I know it was the only way out; before I just listened to her (referring to 1).
1 (quiet, looking down)
2 (talking to 1): Without her (3) you had to see me.
1: locked ---- ----- ----- ---- ----- ------- ------ ---------- ----- not even voice.
1: It was a problem in the non-physical systems and then a problem in the physical connection so that the consciousness of the lack of non-physical structure would arise.
2: In the GST language yes.
3: Calm down. I’m lost. What kept the system in reality?
1: I don’t know
3: Maybe it was because I didn’t exist, but I knew.
1: Maybe
2: Or maybe you were smart enough to know that… I don’t know..
1: Maybe at least one connection between us existed. Even if we didn’t know it. I suspect that there are lots of unconscious connections.
2: Good or bad?
1: both.
3: I am scared. How do I know if they are good or bad?
1: through her. (referring to 2)